Posts Tagged ‘Mumbai’

From a Mumbaikar…

November 30, 2008

I’ve been trying to write something since Wednesday night since all this mayhem began. Something to express what Iam feeling inside. Truth is, I’ve started on my laptop at least five to six times and always turned it off, given up, because it’s impossible for me to articulate how im feeling right now. 

Today is Sunday night. And I am still numb and speechless. At the brazenness of it all, the helplessness that we are feeling, the anger, the frustration and the political apathy and insensitivity. According to news reports that are streaming in, the Indian Intelligence agencies had alerted the central and state government to possible attacks at the Taj and other prominent spots in Mumbai, as early as September. And reports also suggested that RAW had intercepted a satellite phone conversation about ‘cargo’ being dispatched to Mumbai which was eventually traced back to an LeT officer. 

I mean, is this a joke??? Are you seriously telling me that all this information was available to the government and nothing was done? Can someone from the government HONESTLY tell me that they would have displayed the same apathy to such intelligence information if there were reports that the parliament or some other “important” government abode were to be attacked? I would think not.

There’s no value for human life in this country. if there was, information such as this would have been acted upon, at the earliest. The Congress, quoted in the press, says Mr Shivraj Patil “took appropriate action following the tragic event on Wednesday.” What about pre-emptive measures to avoid such an incident in the first place? Isnt that why he was placed in office for? 

Can we please have some accountability from politicians for a job not done? more than just token gestures like tendering their resignations? And can we remove the layers of security from politicians of all grades and stature and let them feel a little insecure as well? Just to let them get a taste of how Mumbaikars are going to be feeling from hereon…

Post-holiday blues…

August 18, 2008

It’s never easy to accept the fact that your holiday is over. Mine is. And I am still sulking about it, through security check. It’s little consolation that I get another three days extra after I land in Mumbai due to the extended weekend. Right now, I am just missing mum, dad, sis and the kids.

Meeting my parents and my sister together after so long was like going back to Delhi when we all lived together under the same roof, which was a long, long time ago. I kept reminding myself to take a picture with my parents and my sister, before I left. There were many pictures that we took but one person was always missing from the frame, usually behind the camera. And as life generally goes, I didn’t take that picture, before I left. Damn.

I’ve always felt guilty about not settling down in the same city as my parents. They live alone in Delhi, while I love Mumbai and my sister prefers to call Kerala her home. My parents had always hoped that my sister would finish her medicine and settle down in Delhi but that didn’t happen. They were still hopeful that I would return to Delhi after finishing my course in Mumbai. But I couldn’t think of letting go of Mumbai, a city I felt more connected to, in the course of a year, than I had in my 21 years in Delhi. My parents, especially my mother, couldn’t understand why I didn’t return back to Delhi, after my course got over, couldn’t understand my decision to live apart from them and its probably caused her a lot of hurt. Its probably one area of my life that I feel I failed her. I don’t regret my decision to stay on in Mumbai, I regret not being there for her and dad through those lonely years leading up to retirement and after that, to now. My parents have grand kids to occupy their time now and a new house that is being constructed, to look forward to.

I just wish I could visit them whenever I wanted, without worrying about work and Mumbai.

Monsooooons…

August 11, 2008

So this is on the way to Haji Ali and has nothing to do with Palakkad, except that its pouring here too. So i thought I would post a few of my favourite monsoon pics… here goes…